Why does growing up sucks?

I know that I haven't been on here lately. I have been reorganizing my life. Which brings me to my blog today. Yeah, I know this is a different direction from what I usually do, but I feel as though it is fitting considering that graduation is around the corner and other new adventurous things in people's lives are turning up.
Have you noticed that older that you get, the more and more you apperciated being young and naive and letting your parents handling everything? As you get older you are now faced with the fact of paying bills, such as rent or house payments, car insurance, health insurance, college loans, and so forth. I mean it is really just that much bullshit that I will not take the time to name it all.
Why is growing up so fucking hard and stressful? When does the shit get easier? I have pondered this question forever, and came up with the solution that is doesn't. Oh, how I miss the times where all I had to worry about was making sure that my socks matched and I put the right juice box in my lunch box for that day, so I wouldn't have a bitch fit if someone else seemed to screw up my request. Oh, how I miss when the only competition that you had in life was to see who would get the best swing first. Just makes you think about the simpler times, ya know?

Now I am 26, and I am planning my wedding, getting ready to graduate, and move away again from my parents and family. Just yesterday it seemed like I was hiding underneath my grandmother's table looking up at my daddy as he played like he couldn't find me. The game of hiding and seek was so innocent an fun, I just wish I could do that all over again. I don't want to be a "grown up" anymore, well for right now. I don't want these responsibilities that I have on my plate. Its scary. I am about to be someone's wife, possibly someone's mother, and a career orientated professional. Wow time flies.

Maybe, it will get easier and then I will be able to wrap my head around these new concepts? Nope, from what my daddy is telling me it will just much more complex. SHittttttttttttttttt! I am scared now, but I am willing to take the challenge head on. One question I must ask though. Why does growing up suck?